you are insane, but it's insane shit like that keeps you sane and happy. you know what I mean?

I really hope he has an awesome career.

I LOVE the new tat!

I'm in for this weekend if you are.

You can always e-mail me. soundguy4@gmail.com

I guess it's empowering in many ways and it gives you some kind of energy to deal with other stuff in your life.

and it's good that he's so cute and yet still so nice. all pretty boys who are assholes need to take a cue from him.

dude agent is a total asshole.

do you at least get to talk to him a lot? he ditched us for some other life. then again, so did you. haha.

i wouldn't have said anything. I would have just made him read my nikes. but that's just me.

nah, i'm just a reactionary. I bow to you for exercising common sense.

well I'm not all of SG. I'm just one person. and you rarely ever get personal so that was actually nice, although it's not nice that you feel so sad.

I will email him, I just didn't want to be a pest.

I'm not sure what's going on but I'm sure whatever it is, the relationship between you two will stay strong. someone decided you were a match and you at least have that going for you. ox

oh man you're going to make me cry some more tonight.

I've been feeling super emotional lately, but what you just said makes all my emo bullshit seem to small.

you and agent are both amazing and it kills me to see people like you suffering from any kind of turmoil, internal, external, whatever.

geez. I'm like blown away. I'm glad you're still around and that you notice anything I say ever.

I know internet friendships are like weird and awkward but they are still real.

I think feelings are really important.

I mean there are a shit-ton of people running around on this site, spewing some meaningless bullshit, and sometimes they don't even notice others who are maybe in some kind of pain or whatever.

I just no that me personally I mask all my feelings with jokes and sarcasm, maybe hoping that someone will catch it. and I guess I think other do that too. maybe. I mean I'm sure you've written a lot if things that were actually veiling how you were really feeling. and I just like to get right to that.

you are OooOOOoOOo so gorgeous !

You should have kicked that guy in his box.

One day of camping is ALWAYS better than no days.

If you want, I'll meet you and I can drive up there and back.

ok. please tell me you did NOT do it twice. I need to talk to you. *cough* reprimand you. *cough* kidding. kind of.

Yeah. so anyway. what's been happenning?

*unzips pants*

*takes penis out*

*pees on your chest*

*pokes it with four fingers*

did that hurt?

(i finished chapter 10)

You were very kind I would have politely told him it didnt hurt as much as this and impolitely kicked him in the balls. But hey up here you can do that without worry of mechanical reprisals.

After reviewing this, your response was perfect.

Well I still think a swift kick would have made it fare.


the ink is fabodabo an orange is great but ya know blue is u

shit.

your new tat kicks ass! is it a lotus?

i'm still wondering why you didn't just haul back and kick 'em one in the crotch. the whole feels "like being licked by a fucking bunch of fuzzy soft kittens. you idiot" could have been emphasized very nicely.

no one expects random idiot behavior, well at least not during a walk

the orange hair looks great, matches your tattoo nicely

hey willow!

you know the other night, when we chatted a bit, you really helped me to feel better. and I emailed agent and he emailed back. good looking out, sweetie.

I'm having a good day/night today and I hope it continues...stay in touch.

ox

you know I wish I was a runner like you.

I exercise, but I've always wanted to build up my stamina enough to be an all out runner.

running seems like such a high.

I wouls have just kicked instead of saying anything.

Awesome new ink though.

dude. YOU are the gaysexer. not me. k?

I swear to god if you go for 3, I'll never do your hair again. please don't...cause I want to do your hair again. k?

I'm here for you, baby! Do you need a visit? But it is SO your turn to come here. k?

Love the hair, love the chest piece, and nice response.

I would've probably gone for the direct approach, kneed him in the groin, and ran on without saying a thing.

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I think you showed remarkable restraint by not punching him in the throat.

Nice work by the way.

sorry to hear about the kitty that sucks sooo bad. we just resently got rid of her last one, she seemed fine.

hope to see ya soon