Moving to LA ASAP with a by November 1 dooms date! I NEED:
A. job lined up
B. A roof over my head that makes me happy
C. I am; a workaholic, neat freak that is freakishly quiet and introspective
I am also in rare form these days and trying to keep a steady course so I land on my feet vs what I know is brewing up to be an I don't give a fuck moment! Perhaps now people understand home is NOT home for me, it is the opposite of happiness. I am thankful for having it and at the same time desperate to get the fuck out. My heart is not here, never was regardless of how tightly others would try and hold on to me.
A. job lined up
B. A roof over my head that makes me happy
C. I am; a workaholic, neat freak that is freakishly quiet and introspective
I am also in rare form these days and trying to keep a steady course so I land on my feet vs what I know is brewing up to be an I don't give a fuck moment! Perhaps now people understand home is NOT home for me, it is the opposite of happiness. I am thankful for having it and at the same time desperate to get the fuck out. My heart is not here, never was regardless of how tightly others would try and hold on to me.