everyone gets down about money sometimes, it's okay. i also do, especially when ryan goes shopping and spends 100$ on himself and i can't buy anything. haha.
awww, you don't have to send me a package. how the hell would you. you have 5$. haha.
i tell him exactly what i need though, that's the thing... and i really don't need THAT MUCH yet he refuses to take my feelings into consideration while making most decisions. it sucks. i think i deserve more.
well... cause i still feel like i want to be with him forever, and i don't know if our relationship is deteriorating.... he's just really insensitive sometimes. but i would still like to spend my life with him. [though i am quite aware that that is not likely to happen at all.]
he knows all this stuff, i have nothing to tell him. he just refuses to do anything about it.