emma_treasure

So Matt and I have decided to have a break from eachother, yes a break in the 'Ross and Rachel' sence. We have put in place one rule tho to stop and Friends plot line happening in real life : no other people. Fair enough. It just seems to have fizzled out between us really. Maybe its 'cos we've been living togethre for over 4 years and have been together for over 5 but all we seem to do is work, eat and sleep. I don't know when we stopped having fun. I know it's the right thing for us to do but i'm still upset. If after a month we decide to go our seperate ways i don't know how i'll deal with that, s'pose i'll just have to. But you never know, it might go the other way and we might decide that being together is the right thing for us.
Is going to be very wierd tho cos neither of us have anywhere else we could live for a month so we're going to have to live in the same house but give eachother our own space and live our own lives. I'm already finding it hard, i mean do we still make eachother food, is it ok to watch a film 2gether, do i still call him baby?
i dunno, could do with being out of the house tonight, but would probebly just cry like a girl at anyone who i went out with. We were s'posed to watch Die Hard together tonight, maybe we still will.
why is life so difficult eh?