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I just looked at Katie's journal, and it looks like she might be leaving the site. Man I don't know if I can even stick around...it wouldn't be the same without her. Definitely one of the coolest, most inspirational people I've never met.

School is going ok, I'm actually doing homework. The teacher is pretty laid back and has made it virtually impossible for us to fail, so unless I get lazy I should pass it. That will be quite a celebration; the 1st time I've ever passed an algebra class.

I almost wanted to break up w/ Nate this weekend. There was no big dramatic fight or anything...just me seeing different patterns of my actions and behaviors that hurt my last relationship which I definitely don't want to fall into again. One of the biggest things I'm learning from Nate is to let things flow and not try to control everything, and also to accept imperfections. There's been one thing that I've done though that broke the pattern, and it may help things a lot. In fact, I'm sure it will. And not just in my relationship, but a lot of my personal predjudices.

Something unexpected.

I've been creating my own music video in my head for the past couple days of my favorite Tool song. If I ever, ever do a set on SG, it will be like little clips from that video set in picture form. It will be like my personal dedication to Tool. It's pretty fucking cool....I just don't know if I could re-create to be tangible or "real." (I say "real" because I've been questioning reality lately...)

So what's new everyone?