Uggh...
Piss and Vinegar seem to be the flvor today. I woke up ill... and I hate being ill. It makes me tired and often unable to focus long enough to successfully complete my three thousand daily tasks... so then i get snippy... and then i recognose that the people around me didnt make me sick and they really dont deserve a snippy me and I feel bad for being less than pleasant... and all of this balancing emotions and social interactions to maintain the kindness that I would like to always give is EXHAUSTING. I knwo it's ok to be bitchy occasionally and that it would be understood, but I refuse to take out ill will on those that havent done anything to deserve it.
I had intended to write something completely different, but I am sick... so blah
, I will be a little tiny bit unpleasant here.
I might revise this later.... uggh... ACHOO!
Piss and Vinegar seem to be the flvor today. I woke up ill... and I hate being ill. It makes me tired and often unable to focus long enough to successfully complete my three thousand daily tasks... so then i get snippy... and then i recognose that the people around me didnt make me sick and they really dont deserve a snippy me and I feel bad for being less than pleasant... and all of this balancing emotions and social interactions to maintain the kindness that I would like to always give is EXHAUSTING. I knwo it's ok to be bitchy occasionally and that it would be understood, but I refuse to take out ill will on those that havent done anything to deserve it.
I had intended to write something completely different, but I am sick... so blah
, I will be a little tiny bit unpleasant here.
I might revise this later.... uggh... ACHOO!
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You had intended to write something different, and I had intended to read something diferent here today. *grin*
A continuous flow of surprises!
Cute? I prefer awkward and desperate.