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Im not content with stagnant nor should I be. I see a light, and Im not delusional. Its about as faint as a 4am dawn that your not sure if you can actually see as much as you can sense that its there. I know its coming, and I dont know how fast. If it comes fast it hits hard. This is how my life usually changes, but there are some things that I dont want to loose so I hope that dawn comes a bit slower this time so I can change with it and not by it.
I dont mean to be vague, but I dont enjoy this point in my life, nor do I enjoy discussing it. There are times thought that it builds and needs to be let it out. Posting here is like speaking to The Lake. Its letting my thoughts go out into a void that can respond with many different voices if it feels so inclined or none at all.
I have the house to my self. My girlfriend has gone off on a road trip. Its fun to watch the atmosphere change when the personalities come and go. I will really enjoy this next week and a half. Then its off to see Tom Waits in Chicago AND Detroit, maybe Ill get out to climb after that. Either way itll be a good month