Merry Christmas to all. 'cept me of course. Apparently I am the grinch who stole christmas. Never mind I hand made tons of presents.
I guess I ruined Christmas for my father-in-law. Apparently I made a disparaging comment about the video games they *my in-laws* had bought for my Victor. Hence ruining Christmas. The thing is I didn't. I don't care if a present is used.... why would I? It's better than spending tons of money on something you'll use twice.
I think he took my saying something along the lines of "that's great honey you've already played these titles before, so you already know you like them!" But apparently what he heard is "wow.. used games... that's crappy." Victor is of the opinion I didn't say it. I think family togtherness is more important than material bullshit anyway. I think they bought us to much stuff in general.
Maybe it's cause we left soon after we were done with presents. Then again, I fell asleep during presents. So we were going home to sleep, not to be grinchy. I even showed up in my new pixie hat from my step sister! 
she rocks.
I just really hate that his family always sees me as an enemy. Whenever they do something mean to me, I am a sissy and they refuse to apologize, instead I get penalized by fewer presents at birthdays and such. I didn't say it, I wouldn't have. I'm not like that. I would have bought used if I could find them too. I dunno, I was having a cool yule, but now I feel let down. I would rather have acceptance and love for christmas.
My family loves Victor, even when he's a poophead. Why can't his family love me, or at least accept me instead. I hate feeling like an outsider, they won't let me in. It's like I'm really just a long term girlfriend, and they are just waiting for me to go away.
Don't worry though I had a great christmas until then! I loved all the nifty things, but I loved the hugs and trees and singing and kazoos and the laughing much much more.
Merry Christmas again.. even if I am a grinch
