Grim, but... she's alive and each heartbeat brings another moment that is completely and preciously hers. Despair should be a gateway into tomorrow, not a death shroud. You will endure. So will she.
im sorry to hear that things arent goin too good for ya. i hope all of that changes asap. if there's anything i can do to help or anything, let me know
Thats really fucked up, the worlds a reallly done in place, try to concentrate on the good things in life, lifes a journey and good can come out of bad. Because there is always good and there is always bad. You are there for her and you are doing what you can, it will work out because its in your heart.