Hello everyone!! damn it's been a long time. well, thankyou for all ur comments 
I never heard back from that guy ... 
sucks. oh well. i think i'm officially giving up at this point. It's weird: when i have a boyfriend guys like me, but when I don't .. no one likes me!! AAHH! my job is going ok .. I just only work like 2 - 3 days a week, and that just aint cutting it. I think I'm gonna have to go back to the strip club but good news! I have lost about 13 pounds!! not in the good way either, i lost it from not eating .. because i was too depressed to eat hahaha. ... hmm
In other news, my band is playing a show this next friday and we're in the process of recording out first album!!!! YAY
I guess I'll go now ... I can't think of much else to write at this moment. There is so much more to write but I don't feel like ... TTYL
I never heard back from that guy ... sucks. oh well. i think i'm officially giving up at this point. It's weird: when i have a boyfriend guys like me, but when I don't .. no one likes me!! AAHH! my job is going ok .. I just only work like 2 - 3 days a week, and that just aint cutting it. I think I'm gonna have to go back to the strip club but good news! I have lost about 13 pounds!! not in the good way either, i lost it from not eating .. because i was too depressed to eat hahaha. ... hmm
In other news, my band is playing a show this next friday and we're in the process of recording out first album!!!! YAY
I guess I'll go now ... I can't think of much else to write at this moment. There is so much more to write but I don't feel like ... TTYL