i'm not being more "chatty." i'm just trying not to be miserable asshole all the time. just because someone doesn't get it when i make a joke about christine de pizan doesn't mean they're a lesser person. i've grown very tired of finding myself at home on weekend nights wondering where the hell my life went. i'm 21 years old and i spend 90% of my time alone because trying to get me to even talk to someone is like pulling teeth. so yeah, i guess i'm just trying to not want to off myself on weekends, by being more "chatty."