I think for me it's both neurotic and a joke. Whenever I get really happy or everything is going right, I just can't help but to think something is bound to come along to fuck it all up. But I also don't focus on that...
I just focus on enjoying every minute of being happy, because for whatever reason, my life is never happy for too long.
Allright sounds like you're having fun on your adventures.
When I hear "escort service" something much more appealing comes to mind than what you described.