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Do you ever think of those people who have made a significant impact on your life, but you no longer talk to? I have been thinking of them more and more lately. These are people who impacted your views on things, your taste, and your knowledge. I have always been the kind of person who cuts people out of my life when we split ways. I burn those bridges. Looking back, there are people who I spent time with, at least a year, who were significant. Two were best friends and the other three were girlfriends. I find that I want to catch up and see how they are, what they have been up to, how their lives have change. I just want to give them a big hug and have lunch and talk about our lives and the people in them. I want to see them smile and laugh. I don't know if it'll ever happen and that makes me sad. This whole entry has been a bit more emotional than subjects I usually talk about, but it has been on my mind a lot lately. I feel as thought I've cut off huge extensions of my life.
On other notes, I was talking to someone today about why I do my job. Without going to far into what I do, it doesn't pay terribly much, enough to keep me in games, comics, films, music, food, and bills really. But what I get out of it I can't put into words. I help people when they need it. I make changes in people's lives that affect them forever. When I die, that's what I'll leave behind. Not crazy amounts of money, but people who I have helped.
Well I'm off for the day. Take care of yourselves.