SO, Happy Birthday to me. I am 25 years old, a quarter of a century old. Kind of depressing, but I think I will be a little sad on every birthday.
I realized a couple of weeks ago that I have always been "single" technically on my birthday. It kind of stinks. And Christmas. It would be nice to be able to be with someone on holidays, but well, what can you do?
I did a lot of uninteresting things today; I cleaned my house, my car and helped my best friend Illmatic move. Then I had a little family gathering with food and cake.
I have been so busy with school that I have totally lost contact with the real world; I don't get to do things I want to do anymore, but I just keep looking ahead to when I get my degree. It makes it worth it.
I would like to thank everyone for the lovely birthday wishes. They mean a lot, especially when sometimes you think noone really cares. I don't think that a lot, but sometimes the thought creeps into my mind, and it is usually when I am so busy that I push people away unintentionally. It really sucks when you are on your way home from picking up your child after a ten hour work day, and you realize you need to clone yourself so you can get your homework done, cook, clean yourself and the baby, play with baby, put them to sleep, and then try to find time to do something for yourself. I have come to the conclusion it is impossible.
Any helpful hints, let me know. Especially any hints at relieving stress and anxiety. I could use some help
I realized a couple of weeks ago that I have always been "single" technically on my birthday. It kind of stinks. And Christmas. It would be nice to be able to be with someone on holidays, but well, what can you do?
I did a lot of uninteresting things today; I cleaned my house, my car and helped my best friend Illmatic move. Then I had a little family gathering with food and cake.
I have been so busy with school that I have totally lost contact with the real world; I don't get to do things I want to do anymore, but I just keep looking ahead to when I get my degree. It makes it worth it.
I would like to thank everyone for the lovely birthday wishes. They mean a lot, especially when sometimes you think noone really cares. I don't think that a lot, but sometimes the thought creeps into my mind, and it is usually when I am so busy that I push people away unintentionally. It really sucks when you are on your way home from picking up your child after a ten hour work day, and you realize you need to clone yourself so you can get your homework done, cook, clean yourself and the baby, play with baby, put them to sleep, and then try to find time to do something for yourself. I have come to the conclusion it is impossible.
Any helpful hints, let me know. Especially any hints at relieving stress and anxiety. I could use some help
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And yes, you got me....I was waiting for your update so that I could post. On anxiety & stress...try to ween yourself off of the meds if you can . Find an alternative if possible. I either workout or do yoga...both are excellent choices. I think that you'd enjoy yoga. Sex is also an option, but given your current situation, as described above, that may not be the best option. As you know, your child comes first, & I'm sure that you know what is best for the little guy. Just don't allow yourself to be taken advantage of.
I wish that I had more time to write, but I really have to crash as I have to rise at 4:30am...look forward to talking with you more as I would really enjoy conversing with you further...til the next
You sound like you have a lot on your plate