Wow I can totally relate to you. I wish I could offer some words that would comfort you but I'm barely in a state right now to offer advice on anything at the moment. Go here for what I mean: Random Sadness
...and as for ex's well you know my past with at least one of them. I don't really know your past with this one boy. I'm sure like most of us there are certain people in our lives we regret losing and if you know it's worth trying to recoup your losses, then perhaps it's worth the effort.
Who is lying to you? I am so sorry to see you down like this...I wish I could do something to cheer you up. Is there anything I can do to help? I'm here to listen if you want to talk .
*hugs*
Appologies for the unsoliseted post, but, I read your post in the Dating Sucks group and I feel your pain. Something like that happened to me...but it was my wife whom had something going on and I found out that she would rather try a relationship with her friend from high school then be with me .
Keep your chin up ^^. I know it's a bit trite but it does get better after time. Untill then tet merkaba.
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...and as for ex's well you know my past with at least one of them. I don't really know your past with this one boy. I'm sure like most of us there are certain people in our lives we regret losing and if you know it's worth trying to recoup your losses, then perhaps it's worth the effort.