I am living in hell and my sister is the devil--no haha-- 
i am the most fucking fucked up girl in the whole world-
I went and hung out with bikers last night and didnt get drunk-
righty points for me!!! so my dad dies and my soul gets sucked by a psychopath--and my two bitch ass 'sisters' dont do a damn thing even though they know what is going on the whole time it is going on--
even though they know that i had a light that just went away for awhile? or maybe it has always been there and they just didn't care out of stupid jealousy--my dad always loved me the most--they are bitch ass cunts--i alsmot feel like i am going to throw up at how heinous this all is and how i just got screamed at because i asked my sister not to call me kate anymore--for that one simple request alone i get called a brat and an ingrate? i really am cinderella.
I mean this is Cinderella the Movie-and Sixteen Candles, too. And she is the wicked stepsister. thank god the other one lives far, far away. Two wicked stepsisters and me, princess motherfucking cinderella. I need a new place to stay. But I don't want to stay with anyone but my lord and master. I hope our worlds collide very soon or I am going to slit my wrists-again.
I think I was so traumatized at age 12--no, I know I was. I cant even talk about it anymore. It is too heinous. This is the Matrix and I am the female Keanu Reeves and this is the part where he just threw up on the spaceship because the truth of things made him so sick he just spewed. I just metaphorically threw up all over the coffee table my dad bought when I was a kid. Im lighting emergency candles. And now Im going.
i am the most fucking fucked up girl in the whole world-
I went and hung out with bikers last night and didnt get drunk-
righty points for me!!! so my dad dies and my soul gets sucked by a psychopath--and my two bitch ass 'sisters' dont do a damn thing even though they know what is going on the whole time it is going on--
even though they know that i had a light that just went away for awhile? or maybe it has always been there and they just didn't care out of stupid jealousy--my dad always loved me the most--they are bitch ass cunts--i alsmot feel like i am going to throw up at how heinous this all is and how i just got screamed at because i asked my sister not to call me kate anymore--for that one simple request alone i get called a brat and an ingrate? i really am cinderella.
I mean this is Cinderella the Movie-and Sixteen Candles, too. And she is the wicked stepsister. thank god the other one lives far, far away. Two wicked stepsisters and me, princess motherfucking cinderella. I need a new place to stay. But I don't want to stay with anyone but my lord and master. I hope our worlds collide very soon or I am going to slit my wrists-again.
I think I was so traumatized at age 12--no, I know I was. I cant even talk about it anymore. It is too heinous. This is the Matrix and I am the female Keanu Reeves and this is the part where he just threw up on the spaceship because the truth of things made him so sick he just spewed. I just metaphorically threw up all over the coffee table my dad bought when I was a kid. Im lighting emergency candles. And now Im going.