I am in hell and dead can dance is the soundtrack--at least satan is out of my life--i have to go out later--i am pushing it but i dont care anymore, i need something extremely good to happen to me for a change--and someone else needs something good to happen to him, as well. its been a long time coming.
i feel as if i am caught in a strange snag right now--i am too full but didn't eat that much and i feel weak as shit--baaaaaaaad---maybe i am trying to build rome in a day when it takes longer than that---fuck me it's taken so long already---ive already picked the best--or he picked me, i suppose--or maybe something more powerful had us picked out for each other--does that even make sense? we met in the most random of circumstances---were it not for a cosmic higher power that pointed me in a certain direction, hmm---i hope i do see him later--i have to not be a stupid moron--gots to be real---my sis made meat loaf, gross. clearly i have an eating disorder, yes--among other disorders.
i feel as if i am caught in a strange snag right now--i am too full but didn't eat that much and i feel weak as shit--baaaaaaaad---maybe i am trying to build rome in a day when it takes longer than that---fuck me it's taken so long already---ive already picked the best--or he picked me, i suppose--or maybe something more powerful had us picked out for each other--does that even make sense? we met in the most random of circumstances---were it not for a cosmic higher power that pointed me in a certain direction, hmm---i hope i do see him later--i have to not be a stupid moron--gots to be real---my sis made meat loaf, gross. clearly i have an eating disorder, yes--among other disorders.