dollydeadgirl333

I am disgusted with people---myself, as well. i dropped one of my earphones to my ipod in candle wax then spent some of the 40 my sister gave me for new ones on a turkey sandwich because i was insanely hungry--
some dicklicker from my past will not go away--he is using one of my oldest and best friends to like promote some horrid bs or something and i figured them both out. bah.
my key is healing. my guy is going to get what hes been waiting for later--
i have finally come to the conclusion that all of my crazy ideas are not crazy and my new reality is a permanent way of life--i cant go back, no one can go back, only move forward and let go of the bad shit. the evil people, the horrid evil motherfuckers who tried to ruin my life and keep me dow--whatever, as trite and horrid as that word is is perfectly sums up all of the garbage of the past. a big fat what the fuck ever--just like the nin inch nails song 'i have the whole weight of the world on my shoulders and i don't even know why'---hahahahahaha-its really not funny