I need my own space in the most vicious way--the need is vicious, I feel it throughout every pore of my body--but I must
wait for the really good things---I don't have to wait much longer, hopefully?
I feel the materialistic urge to just go out and fucking buy everything I see and do some dopey shit like get my hair done but that would be stupid--my impulsive, fucking bull-headed nature has to stop pulling me around, making me do dumb ass shit like overdraw my bank account---by 400 dollars! Fucking insanely stupid, I know--I am not a child.
My cat rules--animals rule the planet--we just live here. Or something--I have had so much fucking caffeine that I am just like AHHHH right now, bahhh--everything, more or less, is ok--
The more uneccessary baggage that I dump, the lighter and better I feel--it just really sucks ass when some of the baggage is people that you can't bear to let go---which probably just means that they are really evil and it's all better off in the long run.
wait for the really good things---I don't have to wait much longer, hopefully?
I feel the materialistic urge to just go out and fucking buy everything I see and do some dopey shit like get my hair done but that would be stupid--my impulsive, fucking bull-headed nature has to stop pulling me around, making me do dumb ass shit like overdraw my bank account---by 400 dollars! Fucking insanely stupid, I know--I am not a child.
My cat rules--animals rule the planet--we just live here. Or something--I have had so much fucking caffeine that I am just like AHHHH right now, bahhh--everything, more or less, is ok--
The more uneccessary baggage that I dump, the lighter and better I feel--it just really sucks ass when some of the baggage is people that you can't bear to let go---which probably just means that they are really evil and it's all better off in the long run.