I had off of work today which was nice- working late is super rad but i hate getting in the house at 1 am and feeling like i need to eat dinner-gross.
Losing weight really sucks, but its better than gaining more weight. Im not even fat--i have BDD--thanks god!! Fischerspooner rocks...I am trapped in a weird, strange, yummy
place right now and it's coooool. I need a mermaid tattoo---
my mermaids experience is goading me on or something? But even if i wait for another month or two to get it it wouldn't be such a big huge deal--everything leading up to Halloween is going to be one big huge fucking transition, then Halloween will be like my super-chill time---I feel a lot of crazy pully-power right now but I feel as if the best thing to do would not be to run out and try and conquer the power but sit here and just chill the fuck out and listen to tunes and type crap in this stupid journal.
I just told off some STUPID MOTHERFUCKER--I love Shakira and her 'La Tortura' jam---yeah but this particular asswipe is like
my fun hobby--I just send him ims and tell him what a douche bag he is--and i suspect that he doesn't really get any satisfaction out of it, as he really is a gross, stupid motherfucker. But no more IMs--it will just tear at my beautiful dignity, if dignity can have a tangible quality like beauty. Fucking ASSHOLE!!!! hahaha-- the new White Stripes really sucks ass. Sorry Jack-w.
I made a big decision today. Today I decided that I simply had to stop handing the power over to others and just grab hold onto that shit and never let it go. Except for someone who is surprising to me. but that's not for a little bit. So everyone else who I thought was real and true may or may not be, I don't worry about it. And the others who just plain blow, ehhh---they screwed themselves during the minutes that they were fucking with me. Karma, etc. My shit just got swell. But sometimes you have to pay the price of just plain out fucking burning bridges you thought were made of bricks and mortar---before i drop anymore ren-fest jargon, I must go and watch tv--
Losing weight really sucks, but its better than gaining more weight. Im not even fat--i have BDD--thanks god!! Fischerspooner rocks...I am trapped in a weird, strange, yummy
place right now and it's coooool. I need a mermaid tattoo---
my mermaids experience is goading me on or something? But even if i wait for another month or two to get it it wouldn't be such a big huge deal--everything leading up to Halloween is going to be one big huge fucking transition, then Halloween will be like my super-chill time---I feel a lot of crazy pully-power right now but I feel as if the best thing to do would not be to run out and try and conquer the power but sit here and just chill the fuck out and listen to tunes and type crap in this stupid journal.
I just told off some STUPID MOTHERFUCKER--I love Shakira and her 'La Tortura' jam---yeah but this particular asswipe is like
my fun hobby--I just send him ims and tell him what a douche bag he is--and i suspect that he doesn't really get any satisfaction out of it, as he really is a gross, stupid motherfucker. But no more IMs--it will just tear at my beautiful dignity, if dignity can have a tangible quality like beauty. Fucking ASSHOLE!!!! hahaha-- the new White Stripes really sucks ass. Sorry Jack-w.
I made a big decision today. Today I decided that I simply had to stop handing the power over to others and just grab hold onto that shit and never let it go. Except for someone who is surprising to me. but that's not for a little bit. So everyone else who I thought was real and true may or may not be, I don't worry about it. And the others who just plain blow, ehhh---they screwed themselves during the minutes that they were fucking with me. Karma, etc. My shit just got swell. But sometimes you have to pay the price of just plain out fucking burning bridges you thought were made of bricks and mortar---before i drop anymore ren-fest jargon, I must go and watch tv--