I am feeling sooo verrry overloaded right now. I don't expect too many to read this--I need a pic--I have to bleach all of the color out of my hair first, it is mousy tastica right now, ick
NYC is loverly, but I may have to foray back to NJ in a bit--I have to get new work done later--skullz, hearts, and keys--three of my favorite things, the latter when i actually have somewhere to use them at? haha
I just verbally castrated some stupid fool who needed it---really NEEDED it. ahahahah--fucking toolbag- I rule!!! XO to all the suicide girls---xx
NYC is loverly, but I may have to foray back to NJ in a bit--I have to get new work done later--skullz, hearts, and keys--three of my favorite things, the latter when i actually have somewhere to use them at? haha
I just verbally castrated some stupid fool who needed it---really NEEDED it. ahahahah--fucking toolbag- I rule!!! XO to all the suicide girls---xx
I was going to go out today but Im stuck to my
leather couch--I'm just letting it all flow and not giving a fuck about a damn thing anymore--
Im kind of content here---I'm enjoying the silence--I wish I could call Dave Gahan so we could have a coversation, that would be very cool.
Anyway--will have a picture soon--I fucking loathe being anonymous. I also don't like men who are crass with me. It turns me off and makes me itchy and not in good way--
I wish my daddy was here--I miss him a lot today--I spent many years trying not to miss him and then I realized how stupid that kind of idea was.
I could use him now--I want to murder some people--when I was little some yahoo at school fucking fucked with me--and my dad walked back to school with me and screamed at my principal that he was a shithead or something? hahaha---he's still around, of course---
Just taking it easy--no tats today--maybe tomorrow--I
Im super glad I don't live in California anymore--I would be wanted for murder if I hadn't have left--RIP CA--you'll never see my sassafrass again.
You never expect crazy shit to happen to you, right? Then it does and motherfuckers and dolls and wizards alike expect you to like get it all together and fucking perform. Well Im sorry--I can't perform unti lm FUCKING READY--it's not for lack of insight or whatever--and it's not because Im a bitch or a shithead---it's for my own good--for the first time ever I care about ME--and that means Im a shithead and a bad person and I am hurtful? Ha, what? Excuse me? Please. I can feel things and I need to feel them, and just process....then get going.