I am having a strange morning. I got my soy latte and had a ciggie, then met a new friend on the street--he had a guitar and was clean so I figured I was safe. I am potentially having a drink with this person later. I don't know if Im actually going to show up--I have 'plans' with my 'family' but i dint know if I want to honor them--drinks with mysterious Gideon sound far more interesting--
then again, I must not be a naive asshole. He could be Ted bundy's second cousin twice removed or something?
Bjork is nice. I love Bjork. Primal Scream is a lot better. I must not think about my past. It makes me ill. I almost passed out at the bar last night because I started thinking about my past too much. I almost had a heart attack, I think. Then I was like, what the fuck. Just keep saying WHAT THE FUCK really loud a few times every couple hours and you'll be ok, girl. And it works. I need a job. I need about 6000 dollars. I wish my sister would just give me the motherfucking money she owes me, let me get a place, settle for a month or two while I look for a job? she is a retarded bitch, though. And she has NEVER been there for me, EVER. what a bitch. I want to tattoo her face while she sleeps. Same goes for the other retarded bitch. Two retarded bitches. WHAT THE FUCK. I must sip my latte now that it has reached the appropriate medium of warm/cool. I want to scoop up my cat and run away from this strange land. a straaaaange land, indeed. I can hear! WOW!!!!!! Two retarded bitches.
then again, I must not be a naive asshole. He could be Ted bundy's second cousin twice removed or something?
Bjork is nice. I love Bjork. Primal Scream is a lot better. I must not think about my past. It makes me ill. I almost passed out at the bar last night because I started thinking about my past too much. I almost had a heart attack, I think. Then I was like, what the fuck. Just keep saying WHAT THE FUCK really loud a few times every couple hours and you'll be ok, girl. And it works. I need a job. I need about 6000 dollars. I wish my sister would just give me the motherfucking money she owes me, let me get a place, settle for a month or two while I look for a job? she is a retarded bitch, though. And she has NEVER been there for me, EVER. what a bitch. I want to tattoo her face while she sleeps. Same goes for the other retarded bitch. Two retarded bitches. WHAT THE FUCK. I must sip my latte now that it has reached the appropriate medium of warm/cool. I want to scoop up my cat and run away from this strange land. a straaaaange land, indeed. I can hear! WOW!!!!!! Two retarded bitches.