oh joy! my other 'sister' is on her way back from hell to observe the human experimental doll. how cool. im glad i got new work done so she can be even more appalled by my appearance than she was a few months ago. i dont care. i am not related to these people. they are just people. strange, abnormal people.
i bought a beautiful yellow cami today. i dont know if im going out to show it off to someone. who i want to see is who i am not supposed to see...yet. DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck.
i love my matching skulls but i wonder if i should have done them both pink? nah. purple is good--it's a royal, exorcist-eque color-
my purple pentagram keeps me safe and DAMN IT if that was MY IDEA. some evil fool tried to convince me of how he was the one with the brains. i.....think....not. IT IS MY PENTAGRAM. and it really is a pentacle, anyway. the circle makes it such. therefore it was all me. exorcism and protection.
ok, so pentaCLE, check. that was pissing me off for a long time. i felt as if someone else owned it. then i realized, i own it. and he is just the fucking devil.
ahhhhhhhhhh....i just received good advice from a good friend. maybe i should just go get a soy latte and bum a smoke from someone. i dont know. i dont want to get drunk. i think i can manage to sit at a bar and not get trashed. maybe the bartender will let me smoke pot again after hours. that was fun. i was super stoned and super groovie. it was cool. i haven't been high in forever. i had to take a major break off of the stuff because my level of genius is already such where pot was only making me psycho. then i surrendered and now i can smoke it again, but no munchies--fucking ass=nasty. ick.
i am feeling going out. I feel alive. tonight's a nice night. maybe i will find god. I hope i do. He is very scary and all powerful.
i bought a beautiful yellow cami today. i dont know if im going out to show it off to someone. who i want to see is who i am not supposed to see...yet. DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck.
i love my matching skulls but i wonder if i should have done them both pink? nah. purple is good--it's a royal, exorcist-eque color-
my purple pentagram keeps me safe and DAMN IT if that was MY IDEA. some evil fool tried to convince me of how he was the one with the brains. i.....think....not. IT IS MY PENTAGRAM. and it really is a pentacle, anyway. the circle makes it such. therefore it was all me. exorcism and protection.
ok, so pentaCLE, check. that was pissing me off for a long time. i felt as if someone else owned it. then i realized, i own it. and he is just the fucking devil.
ahhhhhhhhhh....i just received good advice from a good friend. maybe i should just go get a soy latte and bum a smoke from someone. i dont know. i dont want to get drunk. i think i can manage to sit at a bar and not get trashed. maybe the bartender will let me smoke pot again after hours. that was fun. i was super stoned and super groovie. it was cool. i haven't been high in forever. i had to take a major break off of the stuff because my level of genius is already such where pot was only making me psycho. then i surrendered and now i can smoke it again, but no munchies--fucking ass=nasty. ick.
i am feeling going out. I feel alive. tonight's a nice night. maybe i will find god. I hope i do. He is very scary and all powerful.