I feel like complete and total shit--and at the same time i feel as if today is a major rebirth for me, big huge sigh of relief following that statement--the past year has been so hard--i never ever ever thought or even dreamed of the things that have happened to me happening to anyone--and then i realize that what has happened to me probably doesnt happen to very many people and let's just leave it at that!
I want to go home later--home is a person---the best place of all and I found him all on my own--and that's the way it should be. I havent seen home in awhile, but that's ok. Im going there soon. I can hang in a little while longer in the strange limbo i am living in now--ive learned to adapt. It's all ok. I need to take a warm bath, light some candles, and venture out into the underworld.
I want to go home later--home is a person---the best place of all and I found him all on my own--and that's the way it should be. I havent seen home in awhile, but that's ok. Im going there soon. I can hang in a little while longer in the strange limbo i am living in now--ive learned to adapt. It's all ok. I need to take a warm bath, light some candles, and venture out into the underworld.