dknight316

Hello SG world, I having one of the most depressed times of my life. Where to begin, Job doesnt pay as good, promotions are being seized by incompetent assholes. My dad got rid of my sisters cats, my only emotional outlet. The gurl im fallen for is only going to be a friend. Why do i always fall for the ones that dont want me in return that same way, and all the other gurls i dont like much are head over heels for me. I went out with a couple of her friends and thought i was a douch bag, i hardly talked all night cuz they were all huddled to them selves and im the asshole. My mom is probably depressed cuz dad being an asshole complained that i was being unreasonable but how to feel when someone takes away something you invested love to is hard i just dont feel like talking to them. Eventually i will get better, always alone but now with no pets to help me out of this hole im in. All i want is to find someone to love, someone compatible, someone that understands me and i vice-versa, but isnt that what everyone wants. I think im aiming to high maybe i should just conform and be miserable w/someone or try my luck and hope im not going to be a miserable old man... alone ... and beated down by life. Theres probably more i can write but im going to end it here... hope every1 else is having a swell time...