djtinbox

Wow...thats awesome!

The czech girl went home, so i've been pretty down. This is the first time i've fallen for anyone in this way. I'm realisitc about it - she's living in another country and moves to Washington DC in the sumer and i'm in this one until i move to Japan, it can't really go anywhere else. I had a really good time with her and spent almost every day of the past month with her. i'm glad it ended with both of us wanting more. It was a good way to part but that doesn't stop me from feeling sad.

It's only because it was so intense that i feel this way, i'll be fine. I'm happy someone has had this effect on me. The hurt assures me that the time we had together was good.

The only problem is that i don't really want to go back to sleeping around the way i used to, that said my partying has gone up a notch and i'm focused on shooting my film.