holy shamoly, now i wanna go on all those trips too! i really want to go to ireland and find the place where my ancestors lived. its still there (my sister's seen it) but theres not much left of it now. then i'll go have a few pints and tend to a few sheep and if theres time, maybe get into a brawl with some drunken irishmen.

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.

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i forgot to tell you that the improv class is a comedy thing, not an acting thing. although im sure i'll be ACTING like a giant ninny, but thats nothing new.

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We just finished up a production of Red Noses, a play about the Black Plague and a troop of clowns. It was a lot of fun.

I'm just getting over being sick. My nose has stopped running and my brain isn't on fire but my cough is still sticking around a little.

I'm getting a scared heart tattooed on my shoulder. It looks really cool. It's metallic and has mountains and the sky inside. Eventually I think I'm getting a stone one on the other shoulder to match. And...maybe...someday down the road I'll fill the space in between.

ah the long drive and the music that all relates to my sad situation
i hate that part of the drive
i usually find a way to play alot of happy up beat music to keep me sane
ugh
13 hours tomorrow
woot woot

i have the same problem about trying to forsee all aspects of a event. it usualy makes me miss the point. i once had a friend whom i agreed with most of the time. only she was vary realisct about things. i tend to be a seuthsaying dreamer. it was really nice when i would start to over analyaze something. she would point out the obvious, and that i had no reason to even be thinking about the problems that weren't there. then we would carry on. i still think of her when i need that realistic slap in the face.

your trips sound soooo exciting. my dad always used to say he was going to africa on a safari lion hunting. byt he was only kidding...course'

kk. so here's my tattoo explaination. http://suicidegirls.com/members/pixbix/pics/3742/1/
the anchor on the left is my dad. he was on a ship for the first half of his life. he trained when he was 13 and stayed on them untill he eventually came to america and served in the navy. then he met my mom and he was a sailor no more. but that part of his life definatly shaped his life. so thats to remind me of him and what he has taught me. the cadesus on the right is for my mom. she is a nurse and a loving person. im going to work with that image alot and make the wings and snake heads into a heart. the circle above my mom is my grandma. she was the pinnacle of our family. the dots under my mom are for my sister and husband. the dots under my dad are for my step family. my sister has 2 kids, they are the sub-dots. and the star in the middle is for me :p

so that's my lenghty explaination. that is only my first draft. i think i want to make it .. realistic looking instead of the solid colors. i'm hoping to be able to get it where the 3 big icons are only about 1/4 big. .. so what do you think? any ideas on how to improve it?

man i rambled on...

Alaska sounds like a blast. I hear they have cruises that allow you to day trip to glaciers, see whales and birds and still have room service along the way! What a weird combo of the wild and the pampered!

I think planning for possible outcomes is smart! Just as long as planning does not interfer with also enjoying life! lol I guess its the balance part that is hard to get down for me! Boy Scouts always said "Be Prepared" but how can we be prepared for everything? I guess we just plan for what is most possible and let the rest of the chips fall where they may.

you look like some one i know from denver but i can't think of her name. you look so much like her. i know what i'll do i'll call chris and ask him what her name is. i sound looney. sorry

wow...the whole thing about taking a deep breath and not try to stress yourself out about everything, is something I am going through with someone right now!..hah! we are having problems because she is unable to talk about anything else for 5 minutes without reverting too the stressful situation..we are not getting along because of this and are only pissing each other off. things sometimes happen for a reason, and well you can't control everything, and sometimes when things do happen, the best tack is not to say ,,you should have done this, you should ghave done that,,,,, grrrrr......
bleh....i can't be around you because it stresses me out too much is a fucking selfish excuse.I think in this context. yah sure, run for the hills cause YOU might be a bit stressed out....GAHHH! a fuggedaboutit.

whew! Vent! .

merry christmas, sweetheart. and NO WORRYING!

--lucky

Merry Xmas!...this year i am sitting home with the dog..the girly is in Colorado Springs visiting her folks...so not much for me to do.i really don't feel like seeing my family, so I'm not going to. oh well. Christmas day is going to consist of me getting shitty on mulled wine and thinking about last years Christmas..
anyway, kiss the critters for me and take care of yourself...