wow, that is crazy about your heart... im glad your ok... yeah go hang out in maui and quit your job, say goodbye to being a part of normal society and start tattooing....
I lose my voice when I get stressed, weird right? Walks someplace calm and meditation in a quiet place for a few minutes once or twice a day can be really therapeutic... Good luck! - I think the drugs they have for anxiety just mask the issue and create dependency... That's my opinion.
Bless ya!