disdain

i'm going to designate a day for myself where i say everything that i'm thinking. i think i'll make a lottery. two hats. one with the numbers one through twelve, the other with the numbers one through thirtyone. month hat. day hat. that way i'm not left with the job of choosing my own day because, logically, i'd choose a day where i don't really have to leave the house. that'd be a cop out. i'm lookin' for some action here. a real "fuck it" kind of deal. maybe someone should video tape this. this dangerous, dangerous plan.