That sucks that this guy betrayed your trust. I don't understand why guys do that. If you don't want to be in a relationship you should be honest about it. Don't try to have your cake and eat it too. I think you are way beautiful so it is his lost.
Here's to 2012 being a very good year for you. You seem awesome, so being your best shouldn't be difficult, just having the opportunity everyday to be so. Somethings in life never change. People have difficult times in their lives and then they also have good times and times when they shine. Here's to 2012 being a very good year for you. 2012 is for you!!
ton of hugs and positive vibes for you