Don't think for a minute that you're less of a person. You have a breaking point, and no one expects you to take that kind of crap indefinitely (except maybe the ones who give it to you, and they're spaz-holes).
You know what a good person you are, and you have to stick to that. I wish I could do more than just offer a shoulder, but I really REALLY hope you get through this. There IS a good life out there for you, and it'll come soon. You just need to hang on a bit.
My weekend is good, but it'll be better if I know you're better
Don't let them get you down... I've been there... It's awful when the famili you're gonna marry into is a drag and gets you down, but you can't let them...
I eventually ended up getting sick of it, but fortunately kept his friendship, the best in the world... and now we can bash his famili together, hehehehe... and warn his actual girlfriend...
I'm sorry for your loss, that can bring you down... but his family? Nah, you're too good... Too strong...
trust me, numb is no fun either, cause you know it should hurt, so it still does on some level.... and from what i understand, in-laws are always hard.
I am sooo sorry you have to go through that with your bf's family, I know it is tough but you just have to be the better person.. Unfortunately I doubt they will ever change.. My condolences on the loss your dog trinity..
Take care and hope things get better for you
I just saw your comment on my pics! Thanks so much.. you're such an awesome and genuine person..
Your situation makes me sad.. but I know how you feel.. I cry all the time, sometimes just for no reason.. just the state of this world and the people in it.. living in the city you see a whole lot every day you just wish you didn't.. like living under a rock would be so much easier because you wouldn't have to deal with this shit every day. I cry for the things that should have been and never were, the things I can't change, and the things I don't understand. Afterwards, I get back up and finish the day.. learn to embrace the pain and love it because it reminds me that i'm still alive.. I'm so done with comfortably numb. The sweet is never as sweet without the sour my dear.. and there's always that one grain of hope in an ocean of shit that something amazing is right around the corner The day I lose that hope I'll pick my favorite bridge in new york to jump off of. Till then, I'll live this life and take from it everything I can..
Ugh, I just finished writing you a long, meaningful message and my computer effed up and I lost it all. So, here I go again...
I am so sorry that you're having to go through this rough time. You are an amazing, sweet, beautiful women and if you're 'in-laws' don't recognize that, it is their loss, not yours. With that said, your BF is who is really important in this situation and it sounds like he really loves you. So, his family will come to recognize how amazing you are or they won't and it will be their downfall. As long as your BF supports you and recognizes how difficult this situation is for you, you will get through it. Stay strong and it will all work out.
Oh, and I'm sorry to hear about your dog. My heart breaks.
You know what a good person you are, and you have to stick to that. I wish I could do more than just offer a shoulder, but I really REALLY hope you get through this. There IS a good life out there for you, and it'll come soon. You just need to hang on a bit.
My weekend is good, but it'll be better if I know you're better