Thanks for your post. Yeah...this whole ex situation sucks. I dunno what to say...it is what it is and it just plain sucks. I have decided not to write her back. It's just silly.

She and I dated for only a few months..maybe 4 months? She is the PDX girl I meantioned once. We really had a lot of fun and we really had something. I really was crazy about her. But the distance and the TONS of issues we had with "what are we doing here" seemed to cause us a lot of confusion. She basically wanted to know if I was moving up there or she was moving down here. I told her I wanted to be with her but this was WAY too fast. She took that as me not wanting her (even tho I explained to her again and again it was not the case) and I think set out to find her someone she could settle down with. Thus....moving in with him a month after we broke up, getting engaged 2 weeks after that and now moving into a new house 4 months later. AND this guy has agreed to back her business 100%. Quite a nice lil package huh?

It all happened so fast, my head was spinning. And no, I don't expect this to last but I have to respect her decision and I have to move on and I have to not concern myself with her life. It was going so well until that damn email.

NO MORE EMAILS!

Enjoy that massage...I envy you.

PS...I drank a bit this weekend too!

Yeah I think he is a sugar daddy. I dunno. I know he is in computers and I know he has done and will do anything to keep her. Mind you, this was a guy who at basically forced himself on her and she told me she would never see again because he did that. A month later they moved in together. She is younger and has had a lot of problems and had been living at her parents house and had a dead end job...so this guy made life pretty easy for her and made it work. I guess. I really do hope she is happy and this was the best move for her in the long term. I just don't believe it's a long term thing. It's a quick way to tie all the loose ends in a knot and then years later go out for milk and never come back because you realize you hardly know this person.

But...I need not think about that....MOVING ON!

You are sweet tho...thanks for saying the kind words.

I guess you can figure my addiction....women.

As far as addictions go...it's ok. Until you hit the low point!

What's up with you drinking and pool playing fool?

The date is this weekend...

well yeah, drinks are tough under geographic curcumstances lol... but if you're ever down coast or I'm up coast...

I admit, I really didn't shoot for something very obscure for Cure fans... it was just the song I had on at the time... when I first joined SG I wrote a post in the music thread about The Cure and basically a shitpile of people all bitched that new school Cure (which includes Disintegration) was crap, and that old school was all that mattered. LOL. Music snobs.

I wasn't feeling that down and depressed or anything, just kind of reflective. Glad to be where I am today, but so many things I miss. And damn if massages weren't one of them - my exgf was very good with the massages, and I haven't really gotten anything since before leaving NYC on my big adventure last September.

And yes, I'm a picture changer....

But I hope you enjoy your massage, and it helps work out the tension and stress...

trilo

Hey feel free to spew random thoughts...I mean..that's what this site is about! Don't feel like you can' just vent...i'm here, I'm here.

I too have always wanted to go to Australia. It seems so foreign and yet because they speak English...it seems so easy. But MAN that flight.....16 hours? Wow. I would love to go...take 2 weeks tho...you'd have to right?

Things are better today. Someone at work today got a HUGE basket of cookies/brownies/muffins and milk for basically doing nothing. It's sick how much food there is in the office. I had 2 cookie and a brownie. I was giddy.....I guess sugar is my friend.

What's your fav. Cramps album?

so you'd like to come to Australia?

my passions are footy and music
addiction would be cigarettes
I'm currently on a no-booze binge

Oh..my other addiction is music...I tend to buy a LOT of music. I would guess I have 5K CDs, 3K LPs and like 3K 7". It's getting out od control.

I did get a LOT for free tho!

Hmmm...books. Big, old, new, any topic. Love them.