Hey trust that you will step up to any challenge and that you can`t solve all the problems yourself in a day. There are things you can do though, so do them. Leave ghosting till you`re in the ground.
You've recently gone through a major upset. Your life hasn't "normalized' to the point where there would be a status quo . . you're in a state of flux at the moment. I don't remember what you do for a living . . what sort of job do you have? Does it afford you the opportunity to focus on goals and advancement? And maybe take your mind off of other things for a while? I know you're not happy at the moment . . . but you can't let yourself "wallow' in unhappiness . . it's destructive. Things may not be what you'd like them to be at the moment, but you have to kick yourself in the ass, and find some good around you. You don't want to let yourself become a sullen, unhappy person . . . that doesn't help anything.
I'd hug you if I could . . and send you out to discover the wonderful things that are still available to all of us. I really do understand where your head is at . . . but you also have to take care of you first, and make sure you are still a healthy, happy individual.
Be Happy, dammit!
thank you for not only supporting the good in the troops but continously standing up for them and educating the MTV crowd on what a real soilder is...instead of the 10% of assholes that makes the "news" and make the public think thats the majority.
ya like any organization...there are a small group of bad apples that get all the attention getting the organization painted with the same brush..it sucks...there are some brave young soilders there sacraficing themselves for a true and just cause and getting shit on for absolutely no reason. Pisses me off.
I think whenevr we think there is a status quo, it is just an illusion caused by the way human brains work. Really no such thing at all. When I am at my most cynical, I feel that there is really nothing out there at all- status quo, stability, whatever nothing to hang a hat on at all. When I am a little less cynical, I realize that we all make our own places of stability. It is a real bitch most times.
I hope things even out for you, and that your partner comes home soon.
