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despairfactor

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Sunday Feb 06, 2005

Feb 6, 2005
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For all of you who are paying attention... the BF and I are broken up for good. I'm not in love with him anymore, and I can't pretend any more. I love HIM... not IN love with him.

And you know what? I feel SO much better. I don't feel guilty any more, and I'm not confused. It feels like a whole weight has been lifted off my chest.
It only hurts when I think I have hurt him.

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bad_little_colee:
tee hee eeek I walked past him and he said "Hi" and I said hi back thinking 'wow, he looks familar' then it dawned on me...jesus thats Ryan Reynolds...except the gym has a strict policy about harrassing celebrities that "choose" to work out in that gym tongue fuck that i say...from now on, i'm carrying paper and a pen to the gym with me!
Feb 14, 2005
orgasmatron:
Wow. So you're single, eh? wink Life is good!
Feb 15, 2005

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