desireenicole

I have always heard that life will throw curveballs, but when one was thrown at me and knocked me on my ass, I really was really unprepared. Which usually people would't be, anyway. I have had a couple of fucked up things happen to me in the past, but losing my job last year affected, literally, everything in my life. Overdrawn bank account, scrambling to find a job, in and out of the doctors, going to the ER, having to ask for financial help, losing even more sleep, losing control of my emotions, losing an opportunity to shoot my first SG set, and losing my apartment... Needless to say, it brought on an unbelievable amount of stress. I have always been an optomist, knowing things could be so much worse. But I was in pretty bad shape.

But with all that bullshit and all the loss, there was something that made everything better.

With everything I have gone through, I have had him with me to help me. He kept a smile on my face, listened to my rants about how frustrated it all was, let me cry to him over and over just so I can let it all out. He's my rock. He would tell me that all these things that kept happening were just a part of life. He reminded me that things would eventually get better, even if it wasn't right away. He was right.

Things are a lot better, and each day gets better and better. I guess I just want to thank my boo, Mikey79 for all of his support and helping me realize that part of growing up is going through tough times. He is everything to me, and knowing that he will be there when I'm at my lowest makes me appreciate him even more. I love you Mike, with all my heart.

P.S. If you all didn't already know, he has an epic weener. Just saying.