Spring must be starting or maybe its Valentines day. I want to date again, talk and laugh and flirt and go out and have fun and form connections.
When was the last time I connected with someone? I want to go out and make new friends.
Its fucking weird I tell you and I forgot how to do most of it and I never figured out how to date. or get them.
I know I have to stop whining thats for sure, and I'm not whining! I'm sharing my thoughts and feelings. anyway, all I can do is fake confidence, consume alchohol and through myself out there as much as possible. March will be a good month for me I swear.
shit. did I seem cooler when I was angsty? I'm not used to being friendly
whatever. being friendly is lame. I am going to die of boredom, not ennui, just boredom. do you still exist when nothing happens to you? MY BOREDOM MAKES ME MISANTHROPIC. APPEASE ME.
When was the last time I connected with someone? I want to go out and make new friends.
Its fucking weird I tell you and I forgot how to do most of it and I never figured out how to date. or get them.
I know I have to stop whining thats for sure, and I'm not whining! I'm sharing my thoughts and feelings. anyway, all I can do is fake confidence, consume alchohol and through myself out there as much as possible. March will be a good month for me I swear.
shit. did I seem cooler when I was angsty? I'm not used to being friendly
whatever. being friendly is lame. I am going to die of boredom, not ennui, just boredom. do you still exist when nothing happens to you? MY BOREDOM MAKES ME MISANTHROPIC. APPEASE ME.
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retsin:
i know the feeling. i miss the excitement of meeting new people and getting to know them, and bonding...i love my friends, but i just feel that i really want to have those feelings of meeting great people and getting excited about seeing them and stuff.
mistersatan:
Pot and the kettle, anyone?