Wednesday Jun 18, 2003

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4:18pm
Last night was ok. I went to rocky cola cafe with my friend and hung out for a while in p.v. Not really an exciting night, but interesting. I got home around 10pm and just stayed in the rest of the night (That sucked). Then around midnight I talked to my ex blackeyed Things are getting better for me i guess. I understand she wants time apart, but that doesn't mean I won't miss her. Life still sucks though. I wish my bar was open so I could bartend. That always made me feel a little better. oh well frown puke

"need you
dream you
find you
taste you
fuck you
use you
scar you
break you

lose me
hate me
smash me
erase me
kill me
kill me
kill me..."

"eraser" NIN


koleeta:
I'm sorry about your ex. That sucks. Did you want to talk to her?
well at least things are getting better right?
lostomen:
thats good you guys are still talkin and what not.
hope it turns around for ya.
missing someone special like that hurts like hell i know.
if i had one wish, man, it'd be that people never had to miss anyone. that they always got to be around the ones they love and that they'd be loved back. But hell, i guess what i ask is more than this little sector of existence can provide.. hahah. so it goes huh? so it goes.

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