I feel the same. I haven't really celebrated a birthday in forever due to these kinda things...
Although Star Wars is always a good theme whether there is a birthday of one or many.
happy bithday!! i had the same feelings in my late 20s, a kind of ''im getting older'' crisis, this have disapear since im 30... the age is a number, im a big kid and of course i dont feel like the best is behind me
Although Star Wars is always a good theme whether there is a birthday of one or many.