Don't worry my dear...they'll probably give you some GREAT drugs. One time when I underwent a certain surgery, they gave some unbelievably good shit. I remember thinking..."Damn, I should do this whole surgery thing more often."
good luck sweets, I am sure you have what it takes to do well.....
and the "omigod" about what you said in my journal is: I am still in the military and was just promoted to Captain.
I tried to resign...but found out a couple of weeks ago that it was not accepted. then I found out last week that I was promoted. Now I am trying to be "invisible" to the Military.
I will never get used to going to sleep when the sun is out and getting up when it is not. Its just not my thingy.
The holiday monkey didn't tie me up, I have a bondage monkey for that sort of thing. The holiday monkey is my drunken friend
Take care!