i've been working so fucking much this week! i am so tired. i'm sorta glad that i dont have to go to work today until 5, but that's only a 4 hour shift. the weekend is the only time i am able to work longer shifts. fuckers.
and my schedule for next week is all fucked up. i told my manager that i can only work 9am to 4pm for the next two weeks cause of bartending school. he said ok, cool, no problem. i can work durring the day. so i got my schedule for next week last night and it's all fucked up!! he has me on 9 to 5 on monday. cant do that, need to be off by 4 if i'm gonna make it to class. he's got me on 10 to 4 on tuesday. which means i'll be sitting around for a long time cause i've got to be there hella early cause i have to have my brother drop me off and he opens his Blockbuster in the mornings (i think it's sorta odd that blockbusters open at 9am. i mean, who really goes to rent movies that early?). anyway then he's got me for fucking 5 to 9 on wendsday!! idiot!! i told him i'm in class from 6 to 10 i cant be two places at once!! fucker!!! the only day he gave me the hours that i said i could work was on friday. fucking 9 to 4...what a fucking moron!! and to top it all off he wasn't there last night. so i have to talk to him tonight, makes it sorta last minute. but hey, it's his fucking fault for always waiting til friday to post the schedule and it's his fucking fault that he fucked up my schedule.
on another note, i had a really nice dream last night
watched Slums of Beverly Hills w/ roland last night. i love that fuckin' movie!!
i also watched my tape of the four nights that the white stripes performed on the conan o'brian show. they're so fucking great. like my heart races watched them, and my panties get wet. jack and meg are so fucking hot! i want them both!
heh... anyway....i want to buy stuff but i cant. not for a long ass time.
i'm glad i dont work tomorrow. having a sunday off is pretty rare for me.
i'm really nervous about bartending school. i'm a clutz and i really hope i dont fuck anything up too badly. i live in fear of making a fool of myself. not of being silly or being original, but of fucking up, or embarassing myself in front of a lot of people. i hate it. i'll cry. i have a better sense of humor now than i did when i was younger, but i know i still dont react well to embarassment or humiliation...
bleh. anyway, hope everyone's weeked goes well!
and my schedule for next week is all fucked up. i told my manager that i can only work 9am to 4pm for the next two weeks cause of bartending school. he said ok, cool, no problem. i can work durring the day. so i got my schedule for next week last night and it's all fucked up!! he has me on 9 to 5 on monday. cant do that, need to be off by 4 if i'm gonna make it to class. he's got me on 10 to 4 on tuesday. which means i'll be sitting around for a long time cause i've got to be there hella early cause i have to have my brother drop me off and he opens his Blockbuster in the mornings (i think it's sorta odd that blockbusters open at 9am. i mean, who really goes to rent movies that early?). anyway then he's got me for fucking 5 to 9 on wendsday!! idiot!! i told him i'm in class from 6 to 10 i cant be two places at once!! fucker!!! the only day he gave me the hours that i said i could work was on friday. fucking 9 to 4...what a fucking moron!! and to top it all off he wasn't there last night. so i have to talk to him tonight, makes it sorta last minute. but hey, it's his fucking fault for always waiting til friday to post the schedule and it's his fucking fault that he fucked up my schedule.
on another note, i had a really nice dream last night
watched Slums of Beverly Hills w/ roland last night. i love that fuckin' movie!!
i also watched my tape of the four nights that the white stripes performed on the conan o'brian show. they're so fucking great. like my heart races watched them, and my panties get wet. jack and meg are so fucking hot! i want them both!
heh... anyway....i want to buy stuff but i cant. not for a long ass time.
i'm glad i dont work tomorrow. having a sunday off is pretty rare for me.
i'm really nervous about bartending school. i'm a clutz and i really hope i dont fuck anything up too badly. i live in fear of making a fool of myself. not of being silly or being original, but of fucking up, or embarassing myself in front of a lot of people. i hate it. i'll cry. i have a better sense of humor now than i did when i was younger, but i know i still dont react well to embarassment or humiliation...
bleh. anyway, hope everyone's weeked goes well!