delores

i just woke up. i wanted to go back to bed but i didn't cause i was hoping that ultimatelewser would be online and i'd get to talk to him. he's on, but his away message is up.

my emotions are all over the pace lately, and i dont know why. it's not pms cause my birth control gets rid of that... i dont fucking know. i really really really really dont want to go to work today. i feel awful. my eyes hurt, my head hurts, my neck hurts...i'm just a mess

on another note i was having a really nice dream before i woke up. i was hanging out w/ Jack White and was about to go to bed with him when i woke up.

p.s. I NEED SOME FUCKING SEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!