Im not really sure how i feel about it, but in less then two hours ill be wheeled into an operating room to have my left testicle removed. See i have a cancerous tumor on it and it is absolutely life threatening. Im not sure if im bothered by this. The very fact that i havent shed a tear or felt really anything has me questioning my sanity juuuuust a little bit. When someone asks me if im bothered by the fact that one of my balls is being takin, i dont have an answer. Im a little more annoyed that i cant get a freakin cigarette in in this freakin place. And my god i would kill for am iced triple grande vanilla latte. Thank fully this is the kind of operation that allows you to leave the same day so i get to go home, probably by 5.
Any ways perhaps my state of mind about all this will change as the days of recovery from surgery go by. But ill be sure to keep the masses up tp date on what life with only one testicle is like.
Any ways perhaps my state of mind about all this will change as the days of recovery from surgery go by. But ill be sure to keep the masses up tp date on what life with only one testicle is like.
defender24601:
Well thank you darling. I got out of surgery a little while ago. Im sore as shit and apparently there was a mass inside my abdomen the size of a grapefruit. Kemo therapy is inevitable, and im okay with that. Thanks for replying by the way. Im Rodger. Its nice to meet you