Been there, done that. Except I never seethed with anything more than meh and hopelessness. Early/mid-20's were my worst time, although I revisited an extreme low when I was 31. That one got me on Paxil, which gave me some emotional breathing room to get my job and finances under control and start moving forward with life again. Relationships and even friendships are always hard for those of us who are anti-social, reclusive, or introverted. Don't underestimate the value you bring to people's (and animal's) lives. Even if it's hard to imagine in your current state, you have a lot to offer that people probably just don't know about. Take care of yourself.
poor sweetie.
