cyberiouse:
ok first off your blog is WAY to long and i'm a bit to tired to read EVERYTHING lol sorry. but wow that is ... just insane about your tooth man. my jaw dropped when i read the beginning. I have a bad phobia of dentists so that would be like... one of my worst nightmares come true .. just wow. I wish you the best with that i hope you can get in to see someone ASAP man.
phoenixgirl:
I have never taken the best care of my teeth, and before I got over my fear of the dentist(I was terrified!)...I used to have dreams constantly that my teeth would fall out....finally the pain of my teeth got so bad, I just got over it and started going...but they are still pretty bad, but now I dont have dental insurance, and even if I did, I cant afford to go anway.


I can see how scared you are of making sure you get good grades, but I think you are bieng too hard on yourself. I think you need to realize how much you have actually acomplished...I never even finished junior college, and even if I did ever go back, I would pretty much have to start from scratch...you are doing amazing, and you do need to give yourself a pat on the back, and also give yourself a much needed break!

Of course, as you know I am one to talk...I worry about everything!...It's so hard to break that cycle, I have been trying, but for some reason lately it has been more of a struggle that I know I have brought on myself...
societyspliers:
John Lennon was obviously quite affected by Ballad of a Thin Man as well. In fact we played his "Yer Blues" as well

Chords used:
EADGBE
E: 022100
A: 577655
A7: 575655
B7: 797877
G: 355433

E
Yes, I'm lonely
Wanna die
A7
Yes, I'm lonely
E
Wanna die
G
If I ain't dead already
B7 E A E B7
Ooh - girl, you know the reason why

In the morning
Wanna die
In the evening
Wanna die
If I ain't dead already
Girl, you know the reason why

E (once)
My mother was of the sky
E (once)
My father was of the earth
But I am of the universe
E
And you know what it's worth

A
I'm lonely
E
Wanna die
G
If I ain't dead already
B7 E A E B7
Ooh - girl, you know the reason why

The eagle picks my eye
The worm he licks my bone
I feel so suicidal
Just like Dylan's Mister Jones


Lonely
Wanna die
If I ain't dead already
Ooh - girl, you know the reason why

Black cloud crossed my mind
Blue mist round my soul
Feel so suicidal
Even hate my rock 'n' roll

I'm lonely
Wanna die
If I ain't dead already
Girl, you know the reason why

NOTE: "Called Eric [Clapton]. [...] Got Klaus, and we got
alan White. [...] And I said, Look, there's this thing in
Toronto, do you want to come? They said, Okay. Now we didn't
know what to play, because we'd never played together before,
the band. And on the airplane we're running through these oldies,
so the rehearsal for that record, which turned into not a bad
record, was on the plane with electric guitars, so you... Not
even acoustic, you couldn't hear... [...] "Yer Blues", yeah.
Because I'd done... I think I'd worked "Yer Blues" with Eric
on the Rock'n' Roll Circus show of Mick, the Rolling Stones
show." (John Lennon, 1980)

societyspliers:
How's the tooth doing?

Merry Christmas!

BTW _ Rereading Treesplitters this weekend so I can finally write tht review for you!
sweetzen:
i have the same problem. i find is so hard sharing those heart wrenching things that happen in my life, the times when i couldn't use a friend more, i find it almost impossible to tell my friends or the people close to me. i'm glad your dad is there for you.
i wish you the best of luck with your school situation. kiss