daniofthedead

i can smell it. things are changing, in strange ways. with the end of this semester, my life will be flipped around no matter which path i choose. wow. to philly for school or working full time and finding a place?

burst my motherfuckin little bubble world, dani is trying to figure it all out.

due to my head, choosing paths isnt very easy. i guess ill just go for whatever and see what pans out. im losing a huge anchor in my life, well not losing but the relationship has changed.

its so strange, i just re-wound (re-winded, odd?)

back 2 years at this time= complete happiness, almost ignorantly blissful.

and back even just last year at this time= miserable, damn near psychotic.

it hurts to think of this time of the year. especially when certain things actually have repeated -ironically- but im sposed to not be freaked by.

oh well, fuck it.

the time has come for bitter things, right?

im prepared, i am not a fuckin wimp. i will not let myself go back to the previous years state. ever. again.




thats what i wrote on my myspace blog. but i dont really enjoy myspace too much so it was kinda worthless. everything makes me nervous and i think its going to continue for a while until at somepoint, things relax and i get comfortable.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

thats how i feel inside damnit!!
i need to go kill myself now bleh. actually its snowing i think ill just drive around, or take a long walk.