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I started having a great day being productive. That quickly changed later into in the day when my mind started to think about the things she had done and said.

I had gone 4 days without downing a bottle. Now here I sit with a bottle at my side. While I'm not pouring it down I is me being weak again. It's me letting my...
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Dear lord im bored out of my mind at work. This places smells of hot dogs, feet, mold, piss, and death. There is no reason for a posted guard at a third rate nursing home. The staff doesnt care if we're here or not. They would rather have us stop by maybe a few times a night so they feel comfortable enough to stay asleep...
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Im sick of it.... im sick of her.. her complaints, her bitching, her moaning, of every little word that leaves her mouth. And to make things just worse I dont trust her one bit and now she's carrying my unborn child. FUCK!!!! I dont want to see her anymore. I can't stand to be around her. What am i to do?
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I've been terrible at keeping up with these danm post! But i got some time to do it now so i guess I'll put something up.

You know you gotta be carefull where you stick you hand at. I was working on the back yard in my new house. Well it's not really new, it's previously owned, but it's our first house. ANYWAY, the back...
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heartbaker:
I hate toads
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WOW.... someone did a great and beautiful thing... they renewed my SG account. I dont know who it was, but I GREATLY APPRECIATE IT!!!! Much love to whoever did it. I'd like to know who did it, but they wanted to remain annonymouse. Its great to know that there are still kind and generous people out there in the world. Once again thank you to...
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xstephx:
i wish i could tell you it was me.. but it wasnt
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Damn it's been a while since I posted anything on here, months actually. Just been to busy and I haven't had a personal Internet connection in a while, but now that's chandged since I got my iTouch. Now I can just log on with this rather then the company computers. I don't think corporate would like it very much if this was what I was...
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YAY!!! finally got my own laptop biggrin biggrin biggrin only costed me 1500 lol... dont matter i love it biggrin biggrin
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WOW last night was strange.... it was labor day so usually that means the ED is going to busy late at night... nope.. i stared my round in the BooKoo... our census was zero for the first two hrs tell we got our first 5150. I got out to Red Zone and EMS had a code blue for us which they had to call a...
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xiu:
I'm fine and you? biggrin
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Just got back from church.... lol.... but not your average church CRMC Church, which is either The Brig or Skylight bar. It's our time to sit have beer and let all of the night shit come out. We have to deal with drunks, ppl on whatever drug (pot, heroin, meth, pcp). Our MVAs, stabbing, GSW's, or just whatever fucked up and tragic thing rolls in...
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