Photo by @cygnet for @420pinups in chicago!!
Hey SG ! I've been itching to shoot another suicidegirls set, multiple in fact! I'm trying to find photographers in the southern states to travel to road trip style now that I have a NEW car I don't have to adhere to a flight schedule OR the prices of plane tickets!
Looking for 4 photographers!
The whole month of November I want to do a photoshoot road trip. I'm posting about this because scrolling through the staff photographers, some of them do not have their location listed so I do not know where they are located. I'm trying to better myself as a model and the photographers I've been suggested in the past that I'd like to work with are @saria @sobelle @writeboy @caustix and @sunshine . Although few aren't in southern States, they're on the waaayyy lol. There are no photographers near me to shoot SG sets so it's frustratingly hard to shoot as much as I'd like to. Sometimes I wish I had a photographer right next door to shoot whenever I wanted or a space for me to shoot myself!
Here's why I'm doing this. I've been trying to get out of this rut of a life for many years now.. I'm regularly a pretty good hype gal but living is actually kind of boring to me. I'd like it not to be so I'm hoping this road trip will help get me to realize life isn't just sitting in a small house all day trying to please everyone else but myself, anxiety doing everything at the same time not really getting anything done, hating myself afterwards because of it and relying on my dog and boyfriend to make me happy Haha It's just not fair for anyone.
This is why I'm greatful for Suicidegirls. Not only has this site made my ugly life a lot more beautiful, it's given me something to stand for, believe in and work towards in bettering myself and handling my depression.
I am excited to see what this photoshoot roadtrip has to offer me, even if I don't shoot with staff, I'm still going ! I'm still shooting SG sets and I'm going to beat this depression. Thank you for beating it with me.
Now.
Grow with me (:
Dame Suicide
XOXO