I grew up in a very conservative household. My mother, a devout Christian republican, sent both my brother and I to private school where I stayed until high school.
I was a virgin until right before my 18th birthday, but my sexual awakening did not happen until much later.
To me, sex used to just be one of those things you did with your partner that you planned to marry. t wasn't that I didn't enjoy sex, it just wasn't a big deal to me.
Once I began being unafraid of my sexuality, my world started to open up. Sex became an adventure, and my body became a work of art. I looked for new ways to showcase it, new things I could do with it, and new ways to please my partners.
Becoming an exotic dancer a year ago led me to a whole new universe of discovering myself. I learned how powerful I as a woman could be. My confidence grew and I became enthralled with my new sense of self. I became the ultimate lover, learning every intimate trick I could to melt my prey with only a glance. I became unafraid of my body or anyone elses. I became my true self.
Being sexually open to me, means being unafraid. It means being confident, and knowing that the expression of our sexuality does not negate our integrity, intelligence, or autonomy. The human body is beautiful, and our sexuality is an adventure. Live it, love it, learn it.
I love sex. I love feeling sexy. I love feeling the heat of my partner/s under me, man or woman. I love being naked and I love showcasing my body. Does that make me a slut? A whore? By some people's standards maybe, but I am having too much fun living my life to care.
Happy people don't spend their time trying to put others down. We are too busy being happy. Only those who are unhappy with their lives look for ways to bring others down.
Just keep smiling. Keep living. Keep being the sexy, beautiful you.
"Those who matter don't mind, and those who mind don't matter"
WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO YOU TO BE SEXUALLY OPEN?
Much love <3
