cyberiouse

hey everyone who actually reads my entries on here. well as everyone should know ive been having a great life latelly. I'm moved out of my moms place and I'm living with my amazing girlfriend i love Toni. my job at Godiva seems to be getting better all the time and i got a cell phone finally. well i just found out it may be ending soon.
Toni is originally from Waukegan IL which is a FAR suburb of chicago. She had moved to chicago about three years ago. well her lease for our apartment is up in march and she had been thinking about moving back but didnt want to cause of me she didnt want to leave me. but she was stil undecided . well she decided the other day .....shes going to move home in march. All of her family are there all of her friends and her dying father are all there. she also can afford to go to college there and finish her schooling. And while i am EXTREMELLY sad at this choice i understand it she has to do what is right for her and her life. Everythng is there and she shoudl go ..she needs to go.I'll miss her more than anything. Everything in my life as of late is thanks to her my confidence the fact i am doing so good at my job and so many other things. i dont know what im going to do when she moves i cant afford a place of my own as of right now and my mom wont let me move back in and i dont want to move back in. but ill figure something out some how some way.


I LOVE YOU TONI AND ILL MISS YOU