cutzlikedrugz

Phew. Life is a motherfucker. I hate everything these days and its only getting worse. I am surrounded by philisteins and have to put up with the indifference of everyone all the time. Its like I am constantly getting kicked in the balls. One thing after another. I dont feel like things are going to get better before they get a whole lot worse. I just feel very alone and isolated. My only wish was that the world had one throat that I could squeeze the life out of. Overworked and under appreciated. I keep thinking to myself, "I kicked heroin for this?" over and over again. Went to a shrink and he said I wasnt crazy. He said intelligent people are just aware of more. Thats the most depressing dose yet. These lyrics apply ...and I might tangle you in your own fist, and I might treat you like a wall I walk bye...or let you shine your ego like windexing a mirror." why?